So here I am again to try and hold myself accountable. Since my last post I have not been able to come back to blog or share. I had been trying really hard to not break into pieces instead and to hold myself together but somehow I think I did break. I think I did crawl into a black hole and stayed there for a while. I am not fully ok and I'm not out of the dark but compared to alot of people in this world I am so blessed. I am luckier than most people and here I am trying to make the best of it.
I need to. I need to break out of my crap and live my last remaining years with purpose so here I am trying to make the best of it. Trying to leave some wisdom to the people I care desparately for and maybe even my boy. So I will start and I choose to leave some of my musings to this world again. I chose. I will. I will.
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